Tuesday, July 14, 2009

the bitter post (plus some not-so-bitter)

I hate it that I have to drop my crying child off at daycare in the morning
I hate being in pain
I hate losing my hair
I want to go to the beach
I want my skin to go back to normal
I'm tired of being tired
I miss my life that wasn't filled with doctor's appointments and medications
I wish I had enough energy to get off the couch and do stuff
Summer is tormenting me now that I am a vampire
My house is a huge mess because I don't have enough space for all of our cr*p

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on the other hand...

I love my son, husband and the rest of my family, who have been so supportive
I don't live on the streets
I have Hershey's Kisses in my freezer
There's a nice breeze blowing in my window
I finally found a doctor that I trust

lupus sucks.

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